So tonight I get an email from a past “friend” who I haven’t heard from in over a year. This was a person who I once considered a “best friend”. The type of person one thinks will always be in their life. The funny thing is sometimes when you have a little space and distance from people, you realize that the bond you had with them was totally situational, and given more choices, you may not ever have sought out that particular person as more that a mere acquaintance.
So back to the person and the email… I guess what rubs me wrong is that she didn’t even say hello in the email. I mean a simple “hi” would do. Her question was regarding my place of employment, but seriously, if she wanted that info, she could just call and get it directly from the source.
Alas, I can’t expect everyone to be a grownup.
Coming soon. I just don’t know where the time goes… between school and work, I just don’t know. Sometimes, it feels as though I working towards nothing. I feel exhausted and overwhelmed and mostly, alone. Like I’m struggling to accomplish a whole lot of nothing.

When I got my car in ‘03 it cost me $18 to fill my tank.
I never used regular.
Today, I stopped for $20 bucks of gas,
I got 6 gallons.
It’s a twelve gallon tank.
5 years ago,
Wasn’t so long ago.
Oh yeah, and it was regular.
*this picture is borrowed of course. and by no means is it meant to make light of the plight of those pictured. in a proverbial sense though, we’re all getting hosed. one way or another.
Yeah, so not really cubism, but a real project with some foam cubes. I’m having a REALLY hard time with this one. I just can’t grasp the concept here. Urrrgh! I’ve been at this assignment for HOURS! It’s due Tuesday.
*sigh*